Another day

Well today has gone by soooo slowly it seems. I am a nervous wreck right now. The last two days I have been so sick its not even funny, then today I feel wonderful. Not one problem. I have not even been as hungry today as I usually am. Now it has me thinking something is wrong. Not that I already didnt have that problem, but now I am super stressed. I just cant help it! I try everyday to think positive and not worry but I cant. I pray every second I think about it that this baby will stick and we will hear the heart beat and everything with this pregnancy will be fine. I just cant wait till Monday, I think I am going to go insane! Its all I can think about! I am so far behind on my charting for work its not even funny! I was going to work on it tonight but I had to do a transfer on my computer which I started about an hour ago and it is still not even half way finished. Thats what I get for waiting all week, now there is a ton of updates. I am sure my boss will call me tomorrow and yell at me about it but I dont care.
Ok well I should go since I have to get online and fill out my paper work for my OB apt. on Thursday. I will talk to you soon.

6 weeks today

Well I have hit the 6 week mark and so far so good. Besides for the horrible morning sickness that I have been experiencing the last few days I am ok. I have been tired but thats mostly my fault since I have been napping during the day when I get home from work and then staying up late at night, I cant sleep. I have been going for walks with Julie the last could of nights, we are going to do it until we cant anymore so we can try and lose weight for her and keep in shape for me. It has been making me feel better though and I like that.
I did call and make another dr. apt for Monday next week. I cant stand it any longer, and I want to try and get a ultrasound. If I can get one next week and then one again in two weeks when I am actually 8 weeks I will feel sooooo much better! At least I can be reasured.
In other news I was really pissy today. We have been working on bringing our credit score up by 24 points so we can get a better rate on the house we plan on buying and so we have been making sure everything has gotten paid on time for the last 3 months, so the agent we are working with said 3 weeks ago that they would pull the report again "in a couple weeks" and see how it was looking.....well we have heard nothing! I made Andy call today and he had to leave a message and it was never returned. I knwo this is silly but these people were calling us everyday a month ago, and now nothing! I am just anxious and I really want to get on the ball with this. We have to be out of this house by February and there is NO WAY I can move then, I will be huge! I want to find out if we get the house so we can close on it by December 1st and get the tax credit but also so we can start talking to the landlord about moving out sooner than February due to the circumstances. GRRRR! This is all so frustrating! I just hope they will call tomorrow with some good news.
Ok well I gotta run, the kid is in the tub, I am tired, and I am getting grumpier by the minute :o) Talk to you soon!

5 weeks

Well I am officially 5 weeks along now. I am just praying everthing will be ok with this pregnancy. I am one of those paranoid people who worry terribly about every little thing. Right now I am just worried that since we told everybody something bad will happen. I keep trying to busy myself with planning and not thinking about bad things only good. In fact today I just realized how busy the next 9 months are going to be. Not only will I be pregnant, but I will be super busy and stressed trying to plan our wedding! Its going to be very hectic lol. I am glad though because I will be able to be busy and not thinking the worst all the time. I have been trying to busy myself with looking up all the new kinds of baby gear online. Its changed so much in the 4 years since Riley its not even funny! At least this time we are financially able to purchase things, I guess we were before but not new things, and not a lot. This baby is actually going to have its own room and I am actually going to get to decorate it. I am very excited for this, poor Riley didnt get but a small cubby. I think we will also purchase a new bedroom set for Riley as well and redo her room so she doesnt feel left out. She is very excited for the baby though and I know she will want to help. Ok well now that I have rambled on and on I am going to sign off and take a shower. I am feeling a bit hungry so I should prolly have a snack as well :o) Talk to you soon!

Morning....

Notice how I didnt say goodmorning? Thats because its not. I am pretty sure this baby is trying to kill me already. I have some sort of summer cold that is making me feel like crap, and I woke up at 6 am, wide awake at that. I am pretty sure I was starving to death so I had to get up and get something to eat. God this baby better be a boy since he/she is already causing all of this. Riley didnt even give me this much trouble..... Oh well, its all a process I know. Ok well I am of to eat my giant salad, and cough so hard I will throw up or pee my pants.... Talk to you later.

Thank God it Friday!

Man I am so glad it is Friday! I didnt think I would even be able to make it through this week I have been soooo tired. I didnt do to much today, went shopping and bought Riley a couple things for next year at the outlet (after work of course). They have such good sales on stuff when its out of season. I also did the big no no and bought the "bean" a little something. I couldnt resist. I am terrible I know.

I felt pretty good today, has some wonderful heartburn but I have a feeling that will be sticking around for awhile. I also seem to have developed a small cough, well I guess its a big cough since it about makes me pee my pants everytime it happens but whatever.

Oh anyways, the main point of this post..... We decided to tell my parents about the "bean" and so I went on a quest today for some tshirts or something that said "big sister" on it. I had about given up when I saw some at Carters. So we bought 2 shirts that proclaim "Big Sister" loud and proud on them and tonight we lined Riley up with her new outfits on including those shirts in a random order and sent them off to my parents. We will see if they pay attention enough to them to see the shirt. I am expecting a call anytime now lol. Well maybe tomorrow since they are still in the stone age with dial up connection and both of them have a hard time working the computer. Could be after the baby is born before they see the photos lol. Well I will attatch them below so you can see. Its pretty original let me tell ya ;o)

Oh dad just called, they caught on right away ;oP

Suprise!

Well I figured out why I have not been feeling well the last couple of weeks....

Yup thats right... pregnant! Boy was I suprised! Our lives had been so busy lately we barely had time so see each other let alone baby dance lol. I wasnt even suspecting anything either but I took a test just for the heck of it and we are on our way to becoming a family of 4! We are both very excited! Now if we could just get the house, move, get all the wedding stuff and baby stuff taken care of before this little bean makes and entrance that would be great!

I know I know, it has been forever!

I have been pretty bad about getting on here lately..... I mean my last post was in April? Wtf? 3 months ago...jeez... Anyways, I am back on here now and I promise to keep in touch. I will need this piece of sanity in the months to come...TRUST ME :o)

Ok, so things are going well here. My honey and I were having some troubles, but that is all worked out now so we are great! The kid is doing great as well, she is loving her daycare and has met a bunch of new friends. She is also loving the hot weather and the fact that we bought a very large pool to swim in. I was not very happy about the pool idea but then we started to get the 90 degree weather, and the last couple fo days have been 100+! I have been dieing, let me tell ya.

My job is going well, I still love it! Its really a great commpany to work for and I thank my lucky stars everyday that I got this job.

Andys job has slowed down a bit, he was getting kids in right and left because of the economy, but this month has not been to good. I think they barely made goal this month. Its ok though, the NAVY is pretty much full for 2009 and 2010. I wonder what they will do when it is all the way full? Stop accepting people??

This summer has proved very nice so far here, we were very fortunate to meet our neighbors across the street when their weiner dog Chi Chi bounded into the yard. I had noticed their license plates were from Spokane but I didnt know if maybe they had just purchased the vehicle from there or something....Anyways, Julie and he daughter Kayla, sons, Sam and Jake, and dog Chi Chi are now a part of the family. Julie and I just clicked and we hang out almost every night, we still have not run out of anything to talk about. Lol, its pretty funny. We have been trading dinner nights, swimming in the pool, and BBQing like there is no tomorrow. It is really nice to finally have someone to hang out with.

I have also met some awesome girls at work who I hang out with a bit. Only one of them has children but they are all really great.

Anyways, I should run, I am waiting for a transfer on my computer so I can go to work. I am really hoping it hurries since it is supposed to be hot again today and the A/C in my truck is out right now. I just have not had time to get my truck into the shop since I have been working so much. Ok so I will talk to you soon!