I cant sleep

So I went to the Dr. today and I swear to god I am worse than I was. Not to be to graphic but it feels like I have a full bladder but can only pee a drop. Stupid bladder spasms! I had to start taking my pain pills again too. I just feel sickly. I just want this stupid shit to be done and over. I cant even go to sleep cause I feel like I have to pee. This just sucks.

I still am hating on the fiance as well. He just pisses me off to no end. I am not sure when I will be over it, but for the time being he is on the couch. Slept there last night too. I hope it sucked.

I just hope the percocet kicks in here soon and I can relax and get some sleep. I am sooo sleeping in tomorrow. I even turned my phone ringer to low.

Oh and I am not putting a pic up with this post, I do not have any photos to go with this kind of message. Ok more tomorrow, I think I feel the percocet effect :o)